[b]I confess, yesterday and this day sucks! totally! i mean I'm so mad at myself.. i keep on punching walls, hitting myself and I also [u]THINK[/u] of slashing myself again like I usually do last year.. I soo effin' hate 'yesterday and today'.... I confess, things are getting complicated.. I can't go through my retreat with my section because of that upcat thing.. now, i have to join other section.. geezz! I confess, I miss ftalk and my rockstars family soo badly... and I confess, I want the problems to stop![/b]