i confess that im kinda have freedom now. i can post what ever i wanted and said what ever i need to say. i confess that i really love this thread so much that;s why i cant even avoid ftalk because of this thread i confess that someone in my life seemed not giving a damn at all on how i would feel and react about some issues. i dont care either. i confess that i talked to someone, i had a great time talking to jesse here. he seemed nice. and all of his advices was also nice. thank you for giving your sympathy over my frustrations. i really dont know you in the first place but it feels very comfortable opening up my side. i confess im expecting someone to be jealous over this post... i confess im starting to love myself again... after all i have been through this past 8 months, i want to get back all the dignity and reputation back to me. im done of pitying myself over my issues last october and now im done giving all what he wanted me to do. im done. hear that? im done with you. i confess im really wishing him find out about this posts of mine here.look buddy the more you hurt me, the more you hurt yourself so better get a life and f*** yourself! i confess that i accept every challenge you wanted. be it. im going to catch all of it with both arms open. i will never lose. i swear i will not. i confess i somewhat hurt someone, im so so sorry and i will never do or say that to you again. im really sorry. i regret that i almost said it all. i just wanted you to understand every single details of it. im hurt, im in pain and i cant help but hide everything... im a very open person kase so i find it really hard to hide something. i confess im really selfish, im becoming one and im wishing i can be more of it. i confess...