i confess.. [spoiler] im so tired. i suctioned, fed and checked v/s every 30mins on a premature infant many times today. he was so small i was even afraid to turn his head, it might break He was an unwanted baby and i feel bad for his parents. o_O they live in a well known subdivision here but they cant even pay a visit for the infant. why bother doing the [i]act[/i] if they dont want to stand up to their responsibilities. amf 30 seconds of pleasure cant pay up to 7months of secrecy. hate em. im so happy for my mareh and my boo. its better this way. i hope you two wont fight like a cat and mouse everyday though. but its ok. like they said, it adds spice to the relationship - [i]ano daw?![/i] i like x's playlist. the music is so relaxing im missing someone. tc goin home [/spoiler]