[align=center][b][i]-- Start Of Confession --[/i][/b][/align] [spoiler]I confess,,Im so effing stupid ..I know i shudve told u guys first,ur my bestfriends..Its our thing..Since then..I just dont know wats up with me last night..You guys matter to me more than anyone..And im not jst saying that cause of this now..U guys know that..I just really didnt know wats up with me last night..This was really a surprise,,we planned tellin u together..But i shudve gave a hint,,espcially to u mareh..I know its not ok..I understand!,,Im really sorry! ,, This wont happen agen..I will give u my word! I know this is something important that i shudve told u first..Weve been friends for so long..Im really sorry!!..Dont get mad,,please.. I also confess,,Its been a zoo here..everything is so wrong..And the thing that im mosty scared and the last thing i wana happen is i think comng alredi..and i cant do anythng about it but watch it fall apart..I cant speak out..If ths will happen,,Id really go suicidal..I dont wana live in this kind of way..broken!..Hays,,This is wat i cried about last night..I just cant accpet and i will not accept the fact that the other one's paranoia and the other one's weird behavior will turn into sumthing that i dont want to happen..I cant handle it!..and i wont handle this one..If this happens..I dont know and im not sure wat i can do to myself..,, Im hearing screaming now from downstairs..someone is screaming at someone on the telephone..[img]http://l.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/107.gif[/img] Everything is so shaky right now..History is effin repeating itself [b]To all who will read this,,I know u will open this spoiler..I wud appreciate if some of u wont react on this post,,Especially those who arent permitted to do so..Dont TXT/PM/IM me abt this..Especially if arent involve in this..Cause i wont give u an answer[/b][/spoiler] [align=center][b][i]-- End Of Confession --[/i][/b][/align]

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