^ bad luck huh well i suggest that believing in a bad luck is the bad luck itself lol ----- i confess that i just updated my blog and im so happy that i learned to apply youtube in my post wow! the blog section really helps me... and of course with some patience to learn and learn more about this new hobby of mine. hmmm i confess im going abroad soon... hmmm this time ill make sure i will do it right. opportunity knocks only once. i confess that im gonna sleep now even if im going to be halfday leave tomorrow gonna update my papers for better applications. hmmm i was thinking that i should not do that tomorrow but i think i must because my tita was rushing me about it. arrrrgggg... i confess that somebody is now ignoring me.. lol. maybe having more and more troubles about the life of that person. really terrible thing. well i just wish that person goodluck and take care... i confess that seeing jesse always online makes me feel envy about he is now a ftalkfreak hahaha just kidding friend confess i gonna go to bed now.. will prepare my partner's baon for office tom. i will cook for him again from now on... confess of coping and moving on and also making up cleaning mess... better start now.