[b]i confess[/b] [spoiler]that sometimes i wish i can impose my will on him lulz. IM SO CONFUSE. Very very confuse. I lost my composure a while ago -- heck i made a reckless decision again and got me back to square one. I wanna swear so loud he would hear it haha. T__T I often thought things always go my way but when it comes to him -- it's a completely different story. It's like im goin around in circles. I just wish i would stop feeling this way when it comes to him! dammit. whenever i feel this way i cant concentrate, cant make layies i cant even watch animes peacefully harrrr if by chance you guys know how to turn off this emotion -- lemme know okeii?[/spoiler]