I confess ; i've started to realize that my future plans might just have to change since i really was looking forward to moving back to the phils after graduating high school, but since i've grown accustomed to being 'americanized', its making me re-think about everything. i loved everything about my home country and being here also makes me happy and content. i feel at best around those i love the most, yet i also miss those that i left back home. it puts me in an awkward position when my american friends come up to me and ask me which country i like the best... i love both countries, not just ONE. the truth is, each has its own perks. some good and some bad. i guess i just have to accept the fact that change is inevitable. for now, i'll just avoid the topic of 'my future' and think about 'the now'. thats all the confessions for today. peaceeeeee .