[b]I confess[/b]... (more like blogging) that I am so envelop with [u] fear [/u]that I can't seem to dismiss. Yesterday i was already feeling uneasy... I don't know why but I'm [b]so scared[/b] that it's driving me crazy ([i]hey, it rhymed lol[/i]) Maybe this is one of the side effects of [b]losing someone[/b] *sigh but whatever! [u]I just wanna overcome all this drama and sh!t.[/u] I'm a happy-go-lucky person, and this episode in my life is cramping my style *uberly *GAHHHH! dies I just want to be okay already! [b]Sadness stop bugging me[/b] ... [i]shOooo *deeepp sighhhh I also confess that I [b]don't[/b] hate [url=http://i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb298/forsakendoll/ragnarok%20emoticons/own.gif]Tara[/url] (hahaha [i]her again? aw c'mon I know you peeps want to read this [/i]^___^) But I do sorta followed her (posts) because uhmmm, well -- [u]she caught my attention[/u] by saying all those things to some people. hihi. Actually I really didn't think that I was one of the person in her blind items because first of all [b]I haven't even talked to her[/b] yet and i seldom post aggravating things here in friendstertalk for people to hate me. [b]I know when to keep my mouth shut and I know when or when not to react.[/b] Usually I just loiter in [b]CSS Layout Section[/b]. (There's no flamming ([u]read: excitement[/u]) there sorry, only a bunch of [u]major dufus[/u]) I just wanna bug [url=http://i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb298/forsakendoll/ragnarok%20emoticons/own.gif]Tara[/url] and contradict her posts. (i'm such a big meanie! nah, i kid XD) [u]Im not perfect but I know something's wrong with a post when I read one.[/u] I also curious if there are people who hate me here or find me snobbish. (?) I'm thinking bout this because I [b]don't[/b] talk to anybody that much, well -- except for [b]Ade, Koko Shi and Duch (<33333 )[/b] of course. Just the other night I was also chatting with other [u]mainstay mem/mods[/u] here in ftalk. And i confess that I had loads of fun that me and [b]Nella[/b] slept really late lol (or should I say early? because twasz already morning hihi) Then they asked me if I hate someone in ftalk [img]http://i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb298/forsakendoll/ragnarok%20emoticons/muha.gif[/img] I paused and thought for a while... [b]Truth is[/b] ---- I cant think of anybody! [u]I really don't hate anyone.[/u] (foe sure!) But if ever you [b]see me [/b]contradicting someone using [u]harsh words[/u] well -- that's my "[b]naughty[/b]" and "[b]sarcastic[/b]" nature talking. I dunno but sometimes I just want to satisfy my thirst for [b]word war[/b] ( what the heck is word war? HAHAHA.) In layman's term, I like debates. I like Arguments. I like to think. I like to post things that require [b]deep thinking.[/b] ANYWAY.. my confession is getting long ( and [b]weirder[/b] by the minute) but at least you have seen what's on [url=http://i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb298/forsakendoll/ragnarok%20emoticons/e8.gif]forsakendoll's[/url] mind (hihi)